We have engaged the services of a sleep consultant. We have been attempting to just wait until it got better, but it’s not getting better. So, in an effort to stave off raving lunacy and constant illness caused by sleep-deprivation, we are getting help. Hopefully she’ll be able to help us set patterns and teach our babies how to sleep in a way that works for us (ie, no cry-it-out, with which we can’t deal) and them. I’ve had a headache for 24 hours now, and had a bad sore throat last night. I can tell my body has reached its limit. She’s going to send us a questionnaire so she can start getting an understanding of our patterns. Then we’ll meet in person next week, and then we’ll have six weeks of unlimited emails and phone calls with texts as an emergency communication option. We are hoping that by the time Ted leaves with Hazel to visit his mom on the East coast, the babies will be sleeping better. Otherwise I may need hospitalization by the time they get back…
We had a family conversation tonight after Hazel came to me to complain about something Ted had done. This is a pattern that’s getting a bit too long-standing for comfort. We have allowed her to get out of direct communication with the parent with whom she’s upset, and that has to stop. So, I coached her on how to tell him directly how she was feeling, and say directly what she wanted. She did so. Ted gave her an apology, and explanation, and a plan for what he’ll do differently next time. I asked Hazel if there was anything she felt she could do differently, if she’d handled it the best way she could. At first she said she had, but then when I asked her about how she’d responded to Ted, she acknowledged that she’d thrown a fit. I asked her what she could do differently next time, and she said she could use her words instead. That was a good conversation. I said that it was about getting some of what you want, instead of just trying to make the other person wrong. And I said that all of us have to work on that, that I want to get better with that in my interactions with Ted and with Hazel, too. And Ted said he needed to work on that too. So, it felt like a family issue with a family commitment to change. It’s a good start.